Monday, March 21, 2011

Overwhelmed

I can see a big difference between this blog and my other old blogs lol.
No photos at all x_x

Y'know, when I was 15, young and enthusiastic, I cared about every single blog post that I posted. As in, I'll try to make each post interesting, try to take more photos to post on every single post. My blog was way more interesting then, filled with less emotions/feelings stuff too.

As I got older, blog posts get less interesting. They get filled with angsty stuff, inferiority complexes, fears and insecurities. Why?

Does it happen only to me or to everyone as well? I wish I still have the heart to make effort to make this a better blog. But my heart died long ago.

As time passes, as I got older, I start to see things that I've never bothered seeing when I was younger. My imperfections. Maybe that's why. & these heavy things, I carry on my heart. It accumulates with time, I wonder when will the weight on my heart cause me to die...

Time to get back to work before it kills me first (:

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