Lost friends

Suddenly lost the mood to do work, so here I am.

Saw my friend today while I was trying to get the library computer to work to print my stuffs. He came over and said hi and asked what I was doing, so I told him what I was doing. Then he proceeded to talk to my other friend who happened to there too.

After I concluded that the computer couldn't do my bidding, I decided to leave. With that, I went off after telling him I'm going somewhere.

I feel quite sad that our friendship has turned into that. From really good friend to just a hi bye friend. From being able to talk about anything under the world to no words when we see each other

This is just an example of how I lose friends. Over the years, I wonder how many friends I've lost, friends whom I just couldn't click with anymore due to the different environments we're in.

& I feel sad.

Last week

Had my MNO presentation last week, a picture with prof michael after we were done. It was also the last tutorial he was teaching us as the lecturers for this module just keeps changing. 

After that, I headed out to meet ML and LM! At tampopo at my suggestion! Cus I was still craving for the black pig shabu ramen. But it didnt turn out to be as good as last visit, prolly cus I wasnt very hungry! I still like the pork though!! hehe

We ordered this cake called scoopz and it was like a fruit cheese cake! I liked it cus the cream on top (the cheese) tasted quite subtle! I heard chiffon cakes in tampopo are nice and it didnt prove me wrong.

Polaroid spam cus ML brought her polaroid cam along and didnt mind using it! I got to keep 2 of them.

ML went to edit it using 美图秀秀 and so did I! Which one nicer? hahaha

Went out with my uni friends just yesterday and we went to eat ramen champion! I ate the Bario ramen as it was supposedly ranked by guardian UK to be the top 50 things to eat in the world. I think it was not bad, but quite garlicky. I like all japanese ramen eggs, they always taste so nice. Wished I knew how they do it so I could cook it at home too, and force L to eat! haha

My birthday gift from them, they gave me kinokuniya vouchers and I used 1 on the spot to buy the catcher in the rye. Which means I have three books to read since glenn psychoed me to buy the wizard of lies, which is the story of bernie madoff and how he pulled off the ponzi scheme. Cant wait to read more books when holidays hit.

I went to meet Olivia, Fang, Siewfong, Glenn and Debra on saturday for dinner at pasta mania too. But I didnt take any photos :(
They gave me japanese cherry blossom perfume from Body Shop. Then siewfong said "we thought u were as pretty as cherry blossom so we bought it :P hope you like it!"
 which was so funny!! I like the perfume cus it smells really nice. Thank you!!

Last week was a happening week and now it's time to mug, cus I'm behind in so many modules already. I really enjoyed myself though!

Tampopo

 Black pork shabu ramen double meat!!!

Pasta Brava + Birthday Cupcakes

The best mushrooms ever!

20 today

My new iPhone case in green. My sister said she ordered the blue polka dots one for me for my birthday. Sudden influx of Cath Kidston stuff. It's getting too much. lol

iPhone 4 is no longer fashionable :( Currently reading the live updates for iPhone 4S!! It's awesome but I already have 4. Maybe i'll change one year down the road, but I shall see if the price is worth it! hahaha.

Spent my birthday studying for finance and did the midterms in the evening. I finished the paper in like 35mins then I thought I only had 10 more mins to check, then I realized I have another 45 mins. I think I did my best both midterms and I hope the results will be okay (fingers crossed)

I feel very tired but I'm really curious about iPhone! & there should be HIMYM uploads by now... But there are no updates in the trusty website that I go to, so no HIMYM to watch. If only I can watch HIMYM and read the updates at the same time!

Going to let myself relax for one day after the midterms before chionging to catch up my other undone tutorials and unread textbooks and lecture notes. I'm feeling guilty alr, and it's only been my 4/5 hours of slacking?

Really can't believe I'm 20. I feel damn old. lol

It's October

My birthday month.

I'm turning twenty in a few day's time, and I don't really want to turn twenty. I feel... so old. I was talking to L about pokemon and stuff and I said "ten years ago, this, this happened to me..."

I sound so old don't I?

The fears of growing up, I can't list them all. One of them is not turning out as what I dreamt myself to be. I wanted to be so many things at once, an author, an entrepreneur, a doctor, stock market broker... The list goes on and on. And I grow up, I know I can only choose one thing to be good at. What if I wasn't good in what I chose? What if what I chose disappoint me?

There are too many opportunities out there, and I've to make a choice.
Well, there's nothing to do but to leave that to later. I believe, if I have to make a choice, I will.

On another note, I changed my blogskin and header and I really like how my blog looks like now (:

I've just finished Norwegian wood and I feel so scared. It's awesome and scary at the same time cus it seems so real. What could happen to all of us... It feels like perks of being a wallflower too. Both books mentioned The catcher in the rye. Maybe it's time to read that. hahaha

Alright, I've to go back to my finance alr