My birthday month.
I'm turning twenty in a few day's time, and I don't really want to turn twenty. I feel... so old. I was talking to L about pokemon and stuff and I said "ten years ago, this, this happened to me..."
I sound so old don't I?
The fears of growing up, I can't list them all. One of them is not turning out as what I dreamt myself to be. I wanted to be so many things at once, an author, an entrepreneur, a doctor, stock market broker... The list goes on and on. And I grow up, I know I can only choose one thing to be good at. What if I wasn't good in what I chose? What if what I chose disappoint me?
There are too many opportunities out there, and I've to make a choice.
Well, there's nothing to do but to leave that to later. I believe, if I have to make a choice, I will.
On another note, I changed my blogskin and header and I really like how my blog looks like now (:
I've just finished Norwegian wood and I feel so scared. It's awesome and scary at the same time cus it seems so real. What could happen to all of us... It feels like perks of being a wallflower too. Both books mentioned The catcher in the rye. Maybe it's time to read that. hahaha
Alright, I've to go back to my finance alr
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