Treasuring my last year of school

My first week of school has been awful because I feel so stressed out. I don't know if I'm stressing myself out, or it's the real level of stress I should be facing. I guess it's because I'm an Honours student now and most of the people I meet in the level 4000 modules give off a very zai vibe. Furthermore, the professors of these modules went through the content at lightning speed! Before I had any time to digest the material, the prof has already moved on to the next topic. I miss prof Emir from my Investment Analysis class last semester. He always spend a lot of time explaining concepts to us and making sure that everyone understands before moving on. Also, I miss the days in secondary school when I'm always the first to understand new concepts.

It's like... I feel like I'm just average or mediocre among my classmates.

Also, I'm not taking any module with my usual clique of friends in this semester (or the future semester to come) as we're doing different specializations. It's just sad. I miss those times when I look right left and centre and everyone smiles because they're my friend. Now whenever I look around in the class, it's all hostile stares. I really miss talking to them about anything under the sun...

Haiya. It's always after losing that I realize how important these little things are to me. Oh well, no matter what I'll need to trudge on to get my degree. The only consolation is that it feels better than working... 

Anyway I only have two more semesters to go. I should treasure these times before I miss it too.