As much as I hate to use the word, I'm jobless. 90% of my time now is spent thinking about it. I spend my days applying for jobs then feeling bad for myself. Sometimes I go out and meet my friends, then I complain about it again. Oh god, I hate myself. It's negative but I can't help it!! I really shouldn't have been so picky a few months ago and apply to everything! Then maybe I would have spared myself the agony.
Sighhh...
I'm currently working on something, but it will never make me as happy as I will be when I get a job. Nevertheless I'm glad that I'm learning/doing something useful while I'm jobless.
Sighhh... Meanwhile I shall keep in mind what my mum told me: Patience Jing Wen patience.
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