Sick

Recently my manager went on a 1.5 weeks leave, and so during this period, I cannot leave my desk at all. I have to eat in during lunch as well.  Sighhhh... Cause in this line, our speed of response to clients is of utmost importance. We have to be there at all times to attend to their queries/needs/orders. Also, my manager and I have to take turns to work during non-important public holidays. It's a little sian cause all my friends would be hanging out while I would be stuck to the desk even though business would normally be slow.

Sad to say, I got a little sick of my job already. Time passes very fast while I am on it, but I just dread the daily routine of doing something I don't have a passion for. Weekends and leaves are so so so precious nowadays. I will be on leave next Monday (yay, going for my first facial with my mum) and I have been anticipating it since last Wed when I applied for it. I really really wish I could enjoy work because it takes up a big chunk of my time (around 27%) and it's going to be the next thing I thought I will derive satisfaction from, after my studies. Yes, recently I feel very satisfied with myself because I managed to handle everything on my own without the manager. So far, no cock ups yet. Keeping my fingers crossed to the end of the week. However, once my manager comes back, I think I will feel unsatisfied again, because my manager is kind of like the main man and I am just the assistant so I won't manage so many orders anymore.

It's on my mind everyday and I am trying to change it. So sorry it's been the topic of my posts so frequently. Maybe I'll try to post something lighter in the next post!