Again, another time

I'm back here again after a short hiatus. School is getting more and more demanding. There are so many things to do yet so little time is given. I wish we didnt have a 13 week sem! It's really too short.

I missed my FA tutorial cus I overslept and I thought last week's korean tutorial was cancelled. In total I missed about 2 tutorials since the sem started. Feeling real guilty now x.x

I've been very tired recently. I dozed off just now when I just had a two and a half hour nap before! It's so nice to sleep, cus I get to escape the reality for awhile.

I've never felt more alone though I'm constantly surrounded by friends. No one can fully understand anyone cus everyone is different. I am not sure if I'm making correct decisions now and then. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed by things that I cant get, I go crazy. Just like how I didnt really wanted to go business/accountancy? I wanted to go psychology and how much I wanted to go science (I know medicine is out of my reach) But the practical side of me decided to go accountancy and business. And when I didnt get into NTU accountancy/business, I went berserk. I die die wanted it. It felt like it was my calling but now I realised it isnt! How?

Now I'm worried about my decision! Whether is it wise. However life cannot be turned back so I've to stick with what I have.

Why didnt I step back when I got rejected!

Ohwell nvm. Fate is here