I should be named 净雯

一世隨緣, 隨緣一世, 才能活得自在 -净觉（新少林寺）

Nice quote from the shaolin movie I watched recently. Really set me thinking! Cus I've been really doubtful of myself recently. About why I didnt try harder and stuff & my gloomy future.

This movie is the answer to all my worries. This line from the movie solves everything that I've been thinking about.

I'll just leave it all to fate. Fate, is different from Destiny. I don't believe that my Destiny is written in some book in Hell. I make my own Fate and I'll follow whatever that happens to me. Cus all these is fated. While I'm here, why should I worry about Fate? I'll just let things happen and accept it. Only when I can accept it, then I can live freely. Love my life. Just like how I like this quote.

Coincidence is god's way of remaining annoymous

They have similar meanings... I did what I could for PSLE, Olevels, Alevels. And whatever results I could get, and whichever school I chose and got, is fate. When I'll find someone, is fate. I'll leave it cus there's no use worrying about it.

I just hope I can remember this quote the next time I'm depressed.

Anyway Chinese New Year is good! I didnt really feel the atmosphere, but family gatherings are always fun. I hope I won't say anything wrong next time x.x Gambled a little and lost. It's the process that I enjoy hehehe, just as long as I don't lose alot can le.

I'm not looking forward to school reopening. Alot of deadlines will bug me then. X.X

Can I play my 中阮 for life instead?