Never ending wants

Happiness is not having what you want, but wanting what you have

Chanced upon this quote while I was blog-hopping (again) and I think it is pretty true. If so, then I've never been happy in my life. Cus there's always something that I want. And I dun like some of the things I have. Like the freckles on my face, the instruments I have, the macbook that I have, my CAP. I always want something better. I want no freckles on my face, I want nicer instruments, I want a faster macbook, I need to do better for university.

& facebook exacerbates it all

It is so easy to stalk a person on facebook. All you need to do is to be friends. And it is sooo easy to be friends with other people on facebook. I'm friends with some people I hate (isnt it ironic) and some people whom I've only seen but never talked to before. There are some people on facebook I absolutely admire! Their lives seem so perfect. They are pretty/handsome, have a handsome/pretty bf/gf. They go out alot and always look good in all their photos. They do well for their exams and can juggle their external commitments and school work so well!

Then I compare them to myself. I seem to be some fucking loser that can't do anything properly. Don't have looks and ability.

Also, of cus there are some things that I'm glad I have.

I think I should just keep out of Facebook. I NEED to WANT what I have...