Mistaken

Recently I've been mistaken.

I felt comfortable with the past and I wanted to apply this past to now. Which obviously doesnt work out.

Last night, I was on a roller coaster ride. Every turn was exciting and eventful. I couldnt dictate where the ride was going, and it was fun precisely because I didnt know where I was going. It was bad as well cus I can't decide on the direction. Then I ended up crashing to the ground.

Now, I'm on this car thats moving at a steady speed and I've some control on the direction the car is moving in. I know it won't crash cus it's slow and steady.

This lack of direction seem to have affected me a little. I couldn't decide on my own and it felt weird leading for the first time

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I blog-hopped around before I came back to my own blog. Well, cus I've read what almost all of the blogs I know and there's no more blogs to visit.

Everyone seems to be really busyyy. I'm yearning for a good entry somewhere x_x

Everynight before I sleep, I tend to reflect on the things in life. Then I'll almost always come to a resolution. I always want to blog about how I feel, but when tmrw morning comes, the mundanity of life makes me forget everything I thought of the night before. So I always have nothing to write when I come to this space.

Alright time to sleep. I promise better blog posts onwards (: