As you know, I play the ZR in the chinese orchestra. & I only picked it up during JC2/JC1 year end, so I'm not good at it. Or rather I'm quite noob x_x
In life, I always strive to do my best in whatever I do. But in ZR, I can't seem to be a better player.
And it kills me to have to practise and struggle
I HATE TO STRUGGLE. And I HATE TO BE AVERAGE.
But in this aspect, I've no choice. There's no way I can sight read/play better than people who have like 4/5 more years of experience behind them.
I'll always have to struggle, for the rest of my life.
Sigh. Life sucks..
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