Concert's over and my parents are overseas. What a bad combination :(
I miss my parents and I find no purpose in life. Seriously, if you ask me who/what/where I want to be in 2-3 years time, I can't answer you. I can't see myself anywhere at all. Currently, there's nothing I want to do (except try to arrange RITD), nothing I want to be, nothing I want to achieve.
Mid-University Crisis. Time and time again, I have wondered if business was the right choice for me... Yesterday, I suddenly found no meaning in reading business. It's superficial and lame. & do I really like finance, my intended major?
I think I have never truly understood myself, I don't understand how I can lose motivation so easily. Back in my secondary/JC days I never thought of Biology/Chemistry/Physics to be as useless as business and I genuinely like to study for them (well maybe except physics cus I always do so badly)
I think I know where I want to be, but I don't dare to tell anyone. Because it's so ambitious and so far fetched. Because what if it's also not what I wanted? I want to die.
It's going to take a hell lot of luck and hardwork.
Will I have the courage to try?
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