Even though it sucked, I think I learnt a valuable lesson. I see each setback in life as a lesson. An example is my bizlaw final, which left an indelible mark in my mind. I couldn't finish the bizlaw final in time, more precisely I left a 25-30mark question undone. Oh my I can still remember how lousy I felt when I was on my way back and I dreaded the day I would get my result back. True to my prediction I got a C+ :( I will remember that forever... Because of that incident I now chiong my papers right from the start. All of them! I will do my papers damn fast cus I'm scared of deja vu. Speed is my focus for every paper and since then, I'm proud to say I have never left any paper unfinished :)
Last week, I realized how important my family is to me. I feel really embarrassed of what I said to my parents in my fit of anger. I really really really regretted those hurtful words x_x I realized I tend to say hurtful words to people when I'm angry without thinking of the consequences and how they'll feel. I really want to change this part of me and I hope I can! I don't want to hurt people's feelings and regret afterwards.
Things are okay now and I really feel grateful for everything. Grateful that my parents forgave me. How I wish I can lock up this feeling and re-visit it once in awhile when I'm feeling down and ungrateful. Let this "state" be a reminder to how happy I can be and how I can choose my actions to reach this state. I know it can't be done and I hope I'll remember this incident whenever I'm angry!
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