It is everywhere.
I want to blog about something which I've been thinking quite a lot about.
Last sem, I tried for the Social Secretary postion in NUSCO and I got it. Before I got into the exco, I wanted to do a lot of things. Like have exciting outings, and stuff. But now I feel like it's so hard to fulfill all the things I wanted to do after joining the exco.
We have to conform by rules and expectations. In NUSCO, where alumni plays an important part in the orchestra, we must watch our steps so as to portray a good image of ourselves.
I like to take risk and I always want to try out new stuff. However not everyone has the same vision as me. We all have different visions and it is difficult to push for something when others are against it.
Manpower is one thing. Most of the time, things have to be done by one person. For example, I was pretty stressed out by the upcoming Mid Autumn Festival cus I was the one in charge and no one seem to care about it. Well maybe except L. Then again, help only comes when you ask for it.
I feel so bounded and sometimes I really feel like quitting because I feel like I did nothing and it's so hard to do anything + thinking of all this makes me unhappy.
It kills me. If anything is done, it should be done with the fullest effort.
& I dun see it. Yet I belong to it
:(
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