In transit

Finished reading <Slammed> over the weekend! It's about slam poetry. It's so good and I'm so inspired.

Here's my attempt, not good at all but I want to post it anyway.

In Transit

I've just graduated this year

Ending 16 years of formal education 

After all the assignments and exams and emulation

I was made to believe I could pursue whatever I want

I've just graduated this year

Before confronting the real shit

I went on a multiple trips 

To widen my horizons and have fun 

I've just graduated this year

After all the applying and interviewing
and the rejections and disappointments

I settled as time ticked away

I've just started work this year

I doubt myself everyday
about why I'm not good enough

To go after the things I want

I've just started work this year

I want to make a difference

I want to think and push my boundaries

I want to do what I like, is it so hard?

I've just started work this year

I should be enthusiastic and excited

Instead I feel jaded

Cause I can't land a job I like

I doubt myself and my abilities everyday

Is this what I'm meant to do, for the rest of my life?

Should I settle or continue pursuing is a question I keep asking

I can't make up my mind

Advice please?