Heavy heart

Recently, the lyrics in "Counting Star" resonated with me, especially this line:

I feel something so right
Doing the wrong thing
I feel something so wrong
Doing the right thing
I could lie, couldn't I, could lie

I've been feeling something which I know is wrong, but it feels so right at the same time. I know I shouldn't feel this way cus it will make me unreasonable, but I really can't help it.

I can say I am sorry a hundred times and it wouldn't alter the way I feel. Guilty and unhappy.

I should probably be left alone, so I wouldn't hurt people with such feelings of mine. And maybe then, I would be set free to feel what I feel. Which is so wrong yet I can't help it.

Any words of advice?