She said no and she started becoming very angry cus she thought I got cheated, as I had to work long hours. And she kept nagging and nagging, in a very rude way.
I spoke to her in a nice way and that is how she replied
Thats where I got my rudeness from
Then she wanted me to help her send a sms, my attitude wasnt very good cus I was pissed off with her. We started arguing. So I took my phone, took off the cover, took off the battery and threw it on the floor. I refused to help her, then I walked into my room.
We are not on talking terms right now.
I admit, this kind of situation has happened alot of times in my family. My mum tends to speak in a rude way, and I'll be rude back to her if she's rude.
I hope next time I can better control my emotions. I WILL NOT BE RUDE EVEN IF SHE IS RUDE TO ME.
this is easier said than done, I can't control how I feel x_x
Nvm, I shall just let this pass, just as how so many other incidents had passed before.
I cannot keep studying, I lose confidence in myself with every revision topic done. Howzz?
I need to be confident before I can do well, just like the past. Why do I always see the past as better than the present? This kind of mindset is killing me. Just because I've been good once, doesnt mean I'll always be good, yet I always look at the past and wondered how I did it. Studies I will conquer you!!!
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