Reflections on recent happenings

It's such late nights that I've reflections and revelations to talk about.

Just yesterday I ran for the post of the social secretary x_x I got it cus no one was fighting with me for it.

Then huijing was so kind to come down and support despite her wanting to quit the orchestra x_x

I was bad enough to contribute to the psycho-ing by Danny and Weegin to ask her to run for secretary. She did and she's the new secretary. But today she told me the truth. How she felt and everything.

I felt really guilty. As a friend, my behaviour was wrong x_x

Tmrw we're meeting to discuss this. I dunno which stand I should take. As part of the exco or as her friend! I think i'll take the stand as her friend.

I'm kinda upset that she will be leaving CO. Because through this period of time, I've grown closer to huijing x_x she knows things that my other friends dunno. I know I shouldn't be selfish. & If she feels happier, I am not a friend if I stop her.

I've no motivation to work hard. I dunno why! The msn can be a huge distraction sometimes. Haiiii